sooo blargh

before i start id like to just say im tired and im not wearing my glasses so any chance of this being readable is slim. so i have a wedding tomorrow yay... i mean im happy for them just its annoying that evryone feels this need to be with someone and then theres me, and i really dot care. i mean it. im single. im happy. i dont understand why people are making such a big deal about being with someone or finding someone. i mean i dont actually see the big deal.

but hey i guess im just not looking forward to the long drive and endless "so i know this lovely young man i think you'd get on ....." ings.

but im fine

gerks

xoxo

my mates are always insane

so tired its driving me round the bend. watching my mates engulfing each other isnt half as easy to tolerate when i've just walked for almost 2 hours to get here. but hey what can i say, i'll leave em to it. their not tooo bad. its couples like this that are the reason im thankful im single :)
but then i've spent along time with my girlie friends and my days they are so much fun :DD  my mum thinks that we're like the demented version of charlies angels. i just think we're a bunch of completely nuts 15 yr olds with WAY to much hair dye especially jo, shes dyed her hair so much and so often is just sort of turned into a cesspit of colour.

but yeah
im alright

gerks

xoxo

having fun

i hung out at my mates today and we had 'fun'. have you ever noticed how if your doing stuff with someone you know really well but have no attraction to other than as a friend, it works so much better when the other person shuts up :P 

anyhow this is one of the reasons i love dancing :P

and no i know from experience that male ballerinas are defo not gay

 buhbye 

gerks 

xoxo

she's ok. ok?!

so some things you should know about me

1. i always get what i want. thats not me being greedy its just i work my butt off to do things that will get me somewhere of at last out of here :P
2. i have little to none patience with my friends boyfriends/girlfriends. its ok you can be in a relationship but when you ask to meet up with ME quit engulfing your boyfriends face and TALK TO ME!!!
3. i have very many secrets. but not many of them bad.
4. as you have probably guessed by no. 2 i am single. i, unlike most of the female population of london,  am really chilled about it. cos you see i am completely terrified of commitment

and despite all that i am the most chilled out ever

the reason i started this isnt because i want loads of people to read it. its an answer to the people who actually give a damn enough about me to find it

:D

i wont tell them about it though ;)